i think i needed to follow new people to get excited about blogging again ! i was in a rut, nothing that great everyday . i was looking in my “liked” pile cuz there was nothing to reblog on my dash :/ thanks to my new followers for keeping me awake just a little bit longer ;)
you don’t really know about nothin’ nothin’ tell me what you know about them night terrors every night 5 am, cold sweats wakin’ up to the skies tell me what you know about dreams, dreams tell me what you know about night terrors, nothin’ you don’t really care about the trials of tomorrow rather lay awake in a bed full of sorrow
I’m on the pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shines ain’t always gonna be gold I’ll be fine once I get it, I’ll be good-
I… desire you I lust for every molecule Every atom Every cell that is you I desire to be a part of you I desire… To be the Ache in your Bones The Crown to your Thrown Your voice when you moan I desire to flow through you and to Live in You and to Give to You Life… at the break of dawn My desire is to be the man of faith you desire I desire you… but do you desire me?
My Infatuation Blossoms The more my curiosity grows I’m really starting to like this girl I wonder if she knows The deeper this feeling gets The more difficult it becomes to explain I inhale her with every breathe As flows through me like the blood circulating in my veins She’s growing on me And her kiss is the sweetest thing She’s my favorite flavor Like Fresh Fruit in the early stages of spring At night when she closes her eyes I hope in her deepest thoughts she dreams of me And In the morning when she opens them again I hope our future together is what she see’s I want to wrap my arms around her And spread my wings so that we begin to fly I’ll take her past the moon and the stars And never come down from this eternal high Its like when she smiles at me I get this wierd feeling deep down inside she makes me want to stop my childish ways And do away with my pride Now when I say I like this girl I say it with true Sincerity, No Jokes, No games, No pretend There’s just one problem…
You are my Truest of friends Your light gives me hope Your faithfulness and Purity are the medicine I consume when with life I need to cope You deny the world and take up your cross while resisting wordly pleasure I am undeserving of a friend like you You are my hidden treasure The impact you’ve had on my life I doubt you’ll ever fully understand You’re my motivation to be a better person And my inspiration to become a better Christian Man I wish the word “Love” had more letters in it because four letters simply won’t do So let me say it this way My most adored, most treasured, most amazing, truely heaven sent friend… I appreciate you
Love is patient, Love is Kind. It does not envy, and it doesn’t boast. It is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves. Love never fails, But humans do. Humans aren’t patient and kind. We do envy, we boast, and are very proud. We can be very rude, and most of the time are very self seeking. Humans are easily angered and keep records of wrongs. So Do we really “Love” that person? Should we question the foundation of our relationships because we envy and boast and keep records of wrongs? How do we know we really love that person or that they love us when their actions don’t match up with what love is. I believe love is all the things that were listed but I also believe we do the exact opposite of them, not because we don’t love the person but because a lot of times we don’t not act in the spirit of love. For example, like all humans, I sin and the Bible specifically says “If you love me you will obey my commandments”. Now to say I don’t love Jesus would be a lie but Love is an action word. Sometimes I act in the spirit of love and other times I don’t. We can choose to show love by acting in the spirit of love but most of the time we choose not to. Love like life is also a living thing and for this reason love can die. But it never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings…